awh i am a bit tired to hang around me now.. i get utterly depressed in part of me... and some part booming with happiness.. and then some part so energetic to kick off my uni work.. then then.. it's just not cool.. i decide to not think about sydney... no matter how i really want to go.. start being a responsible young lady alright? reasons not to go:
1. i have been there and last time we have got free transport around by friends, this time, depending on public transport.. (we gonna live in city.. not really a prob..)
2. i haven't look up where to go to travel around sydney.. even though we going to live right in chinatown.. it would be quite pointless if all to do is just shopping and eating.. (owh owh but is with SUYI!!! +_+)
3. i have to save money in case i have to travel more in summer and next year.. (okay this is valid reason because i did really traveled a lot this year)
4. i am kind of on diet and don want to eat out so much again.. i just went and eat a lot in perth right!! (true true.. i gonna puke eating so much again since i can't resist good food)
5. i have got a group project due on sunday so if i get back on sat it would be a bit rush to finish it off.. (so totally not true because even if i am here we gonna start on friday anyway)
6. money money money.. be responsible alright!! STOP SPENDING SO MUCH!! +_+..
this is another decision that i might regret later.. but just being sensible alright.. the thrill of impromptu travel is really fun.. but i need to learn talking some sense into myself now.. there would be another chance to travel with suyi to elsewhere next year and so on.. and i would always see her since i go there so much.. it's just a bit too much to handle in my head and i can't really enjoy in such a short trip.. maybe not the perfect solution.. but this is what i should do.. probably this is the right decision that a sharp young lady should make.. rest assured i can be sensible under pressure..
it's the right thing.. it's the right thing.. maybe a bit sad about not going.. but one day i'd be proud of my decisions.. at least one can always hope...
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