I NEED TO COOL DOWN
CHILL
i know what i want to do..
sort of...
at least...
so i just need to work out the plan..
step by step.. step by step..
just like working on an assignment
just that career is on a bigger scale..
just like life is on an even bigger scale..
breathe in.. breathe out....
UUUUUEEEERRRRGGGGHHHH
small animals frantically running around in my head..
CAREER PLANNING IS STRESSFUL
but i can't skip it like i skipped UNI PLANNING
because RESPONSIBILITY ROLLS IN
AND I NEED TO ATTEMPT TO CONTROL MY LIFE DIRECTION
cool down.. cool down...
one by one..
small decisions...
small decisions..
i got a few hours ahead..
it's fine.. it's fine...
GAGA
so now i know all these amazing people with wonderful personalities and well articulated resume.. with impressive skills and comprehensive work experience... it is just like the group ranking that i did for practice assignment today.. felt like i have zero accomplishments.. i mean.. i know i did not wasted my life till now.. they all help in building who i am today.. but i can't put any impressive experiences on the table.. it's just built in and within who i am.. stressed much? oh yeah.. say the girl looking at job ad the whole night not knowing what she wants to do and where she wants to go next.. and even if i do, what do i have in my hands to offer to the company? undue stress... walking horizontally.. =(
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