Tuesday 30 October 2012

fighting is tiring...;'(

i do things i don't know the way i dealt with it.
when i felt zero achievement, like i failed everything i've done so far
closed my eyes
ignorance
bipolar
the worst kind of personality?
is the moody me better?
though i felt lifted a lot lately
but small little things that crossed me that brought me down
kicked me hard
literally can feel the heart turned to a heavy stone sinking
instantly
yes i have low EQ in my own comfort zone
it sucks that i know my weaknesses
and have to fight hard against it.

what do i have to do
to cheer myself up

should i really mask myself
and joke about the things that make me feel sad
maturity
another challenged
laughing hard for a long time
probably there is bound to be a fall hard coming
tear drops and beaten heart
haven't expected this long night when i woke up..

when had i become so fragile
so prone to the comments and judgement
have i always been?
i didn't care more
now.. should i care less?
button up.. i can slide through this...
please please toughen up
iris...

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