Monday 22 October 2012

i did nothing wrong.. so i think i can now stop my 'stop thinking to stop overthinking'

my room smells chocolate-y~ because i spilled cocoa powder on the table this morning when rushing through breakfast. i was wide awake at 430am.. and got up three hours later to get ready for class.. what an awesome morning.. i am better than alright.. friends are like scolding me for reminding they not gonna come back again.. but i also explained i excited for them to get into the working world.. no pain no gain.. oh and i am actually good at being alone.. as long as i am busy.. no harm.. could be productive and get some serious work done too.. kinda look forward to it now.. =) i guess i should change my air ticket soon.. another year missing new year at home.. .. what a complex feelings i have got.. hard work would pay off someday.. i need to find an industry soon.. work work work.......

facebook is for people i don't know.. people who don't care
whatsapp is for people i do know.. people i do care..
skype is for people i do care.. people i do love..
emails and postcards are for people i care.. i love..
and phone calls is for people i really care.. people i really love..
spreading happiness is how relationships between people work
people don't relate to negative emotions and try to avoid them
that is for the best.
communication portrays your whole character..
what you say would form who you are in others' impressions
people try to keep things private
it's the norm
and then you slowly put trust and faith into the relationship
so that you don't get hurt
so that everyone gets what they want from it
living in this world
you choose who you want to be
and i like to go against the flow
=)

it's not always i can find someone i can be open about
i can be totally me
whoever stranger whatever reasons behind
it's precious. and yes i'd try to grab that back. when there is a door.

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