以决定照顾自己
不要得过且过
已经非常糟糕
日子很难过
别疼惜 别掉进回忆漩涡
曾经男孩对我说 生活很简单 别想得太复杂
曾经女孩对我说 一个人那么坚强 好辛苦
我说 每天问题那么多 能应对的就直接来了
哪有时间逃避那么多
世界上每个人面对一堆事
总会走过来的
成果就看个人造化罢了
I am sorry for messing up.
I am always on the brink of my tears and there are too many things I can't talk about.
Too many dirty laundry.
I lived my life trying to not have it holding me back.
You are the only person right now I can't bear to lose.
I don't need to lose.
But I have to keep telling myself, it is alright and stop being so stubborn.
You have helped a lot and I need to figured out the rest myself.
Positivity. Do good. Say good things.
Love deeply, love passionately,
Don't give up.
I moved to not be the one seeing you in the same city, in the grey territory.
I know I love you all so willingly, and not crossing that line would be a calming treasure.
All the while I wished you all the best. And I mend my heart for myself.
Time would heal. It's a good thing. I bathed in all the things I learnt from you, trying to live as simply and happy as possible.
You were a blessing. And still are. That's the beauty of friendship.
It's all in my mind. I have been through this before.
I just missed him and want to hold on to something good,
Nothing wrong with that. But he is not good for the bigger picture.
It is doing both of us a favour. I need to concentrate on my career.
I need to help myself. I am capable and very strong.
I have to fight the urge to apologise. It doesn't makethings right. Or it's not time yet.
It's okay babe.
大艺术家
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