Almost lovers

Happiness, lucky, trusts, gratitude, love, fear, guilts, regrets, shames, despairs. When all I need are courage and acceptance. 

For I haven't lose faith in humanity.

For I have been contented till I was put in ambiguity.

For I have been blinded and abruptly took a leap in faith. 

For I have been fighting against my heart for our mistakes. 

For all the sleepless nights when he used silence as his weapon

For his disrespects and cowardly acts bringing pain and sufferings

For when our precious friendships turned sour as his responses turned irrational 

For when every true feelings got stabbed with words unspoken things unexplained

For when he was worth the wait to sort things out and receive forgiveness easily

For when I learn only I can take care of myself and no one else can help.

Acceptance is the key. That true friendship is a distant memory. He is forgiven for he brought light to so much. And I'm ready to continue fighting my challenges in life. Full heartfelt.