i don want to eat
i don want to sleep
i don want to take care of myself.
but sometimes
life don give you options.
long lists of deadlines to meet
long lists of things to do and get over with
life is rolling
so shut up
because there is nothing called a break.
brainfreeze.
so you smile when your family is here.
so you say you are okay when you are not.
so you say everything is alright when you are falling apart.
so that you don attract attention.
so that you don give traces that you fall down.
it's a little while
they know you.
they still picked up when you don smile as brightly as you always do.
they noticed your silence when you used to talk all of the time.
they knew. or so you hope.
just leave me a little while.
freeze.
and go back to being great.
after a while.
a while.
^my distorted brain is failing to write with flows^this is new^
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