Life is simple. Be happy. Be healthy.
He is a great friend and he had done great.
His time was up. And he had been caring and warm.
That's all.
He was trusted to never hurt me, though he had done so deeply unknowingly.
Scene 1. He liked me but it was not the right time yet.
Scene 2. He liked me but he was not ready yet.
Scene 3. He liked me but he was still mourning over his past relationship.
Scene 4. He liked me but he was not brave enough he is making the right choice.
Scene 5. He liked me but I have moved away and he is not going into another long distance again.
Scene 6. He liked me but I have moved away and he does not know that I am only a few words away from moving back to his side.
Scene 7. He liked me but I have moved away and he does not know that I have feelings for him.
Scene 8. He liked me but I have moved away and he does not know that I am denying my feelings for him because I am new to this thing.
Scene 9. He liked me but I have moved away and he does not know that I am denying my feelings for him because I am only guessing he just got single.
Scene 10. He liked me but I have moved away for no apparent reason even though it was maybe because I really liked him. Which just doesn't make sense.
Scene 11. He doesn't like me.
Scene 12. He doesn't have feelings for me.
Scene 13. He doesn't know that he has my full trust on not hurting me.
Scene 14. He doesn't know that he has been very important to me.
Scene 15. He doesn't know that my whole self-support system break down after he stopped contacting me.
Scene 16. He doesn't respect me.
Scene 17. He doesn't think I deserve his respect and his time.
Scene 18. He think that I am a calculative girl who wants him even when I shouldn't.
Scene 19. He doesn't think that he meant a lot to me.
Scene 20. He doesn't know that I need him as a friend, a support, a person.
Scene 21. I think too much about him.
Scene 22. He thinks that I only want him because he is no longer around.
Scene 23. He doesn't want to know. He never asked.
Scene 24. I'm a freak and turned into a crazy woman for the longing of him.
Scene 25. I actually doesn't like him. It is all in my head.
Scene 26. I actually doesn't like him. It is only because he is not around any more.
Scene 27. I am only grateful for him. I will always remember him.
Scene 28. I believe in myself and get through any hardships.
Scene 29. I thank him for waking my dream box and live like a human again.
Scene 30. I am not regretting anything.
Scene 31. I accept life and work towards the better.
Scene 32. I can be absolutely lost but find the right pathway again.
Scene 33. He is a friend. He is a good friend.
Scene 34. He is no longer around for me.
Scene 35. He has done his time. And I have done my time for him.
Scene 36. One day if he knows and contact me, I will have no more unwanted feelings for him.
Scene 37. I wrote it out and let it be here. Ends here.
Scene 38. He lives in a dream box, in a history box, where all perfections exist.
Scene 39. I will move on. I thank him. To a better and more beautiful future.
Scene 40. His name would not stung my heart any more.
Right choices, wrong choices, they are not all so definite.
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