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I hardly watch movies.
I don't follow a lot of dramas.
I don't know all the latest songs and fashion trends.
I don't want to do a lot of these alone.
Because I am aware that my choices would lead me to who I become.
And yes I would be nice and friendly. But you willl know it when I let you go into my heart.
It is still breakable. Because we are all vulnerable. To the changes around us.
莫忘初心。 情願一輩子當個好人。善良的人。 因為現在受傷了也要對自己有個交代。 要一輩子的開開心心。 不停不停的學習。

I am just this bit less fragile. And this bit less driving ppl away. And attracts a deeper connection. My circles is a treasure. Of the best people in life.

Now, I admit, my heart bleeds a little at the thought of you. I never want you here. Just like you never thought of having me there. I am still the stubborn black and white in this. It is exhausting but intoxicating. And you make me wonder, whom my next one will be like. Seriously, you made me brutally honest. I might have changed you in some ways but your influence on me is really supreme. Maturity? Maybe.

Keeping in touch with you keep me sane. I don't know. I am mostly intimidated and felt feared. It hurts to miss you. And it is now impossible to forget you. I need to be working to get over you. Keeping really busy and full living. Refuse to be any pathetic. Seriously are you like sane? I think in my short term view you are. +.+