How to survive after an accident
How knowing you have the power of choices give you freedom
Why I choose not to watch movie - people picturing heroes but I pictured grief
Every single step I overcome is like a replay
傀儡
被狠狠拔走的簡單純粹
可能是我不怕死 就不願意讓人愛或擔心
在低潮時也很樂觀 因為只有一直變好的可能
我真的不會看電影
因為很多有印象的場景都太揪心
會一直重播
<<被偷走的那五年>>
又讓父母說了幾次
不要省那些該花的錢
買機票回家
買個新電腦
打電話回家
又念念自己賺錢很苦
省錢不旅行
忍啊忍 尊重敬仰
字字句句都讓自己頭疼
散播快樂的種子
每個人不一樣
有人是厚實的肩膀
有人是快樂的飛鳥
我的生存法則
自然自然就好了
想太多沒啥用
每個人都不一樣嘛
不用硬逼自己改變
時間環境來了
人生觀世界觀愛情觀
也會跟著改變的
心會知道什麼是該堅持的
理性和感性是要並駕齊趨的
好久好久傷心時不懂喊痛
沒有改變不喊停
一直只是知道會過的
所以現在學會放下
學會原諒自己原諒別人
認識自己
是很大很大的幸福
還是會忽然有心很沉的感覺
可是因為走過
認識這感覺
就懂相信希望
改變核心問題
是心態 還是人為
能控制住自己的心
是件很舒服的事
我不懂男生
不懂怎樣相信男生
You pretty much representing the males our age
花著很大的勁在忘記你是男生這件事
你卻一直一直要提醒我
因為生活本來就這樣
不懂一個人一直堅強好
還是被傷害後再重新恢復比較容易
那一段相信的時間 是一種奢侈吧
你的任務差不多是在重新建立我對人的信心吧
很偉大喔
只要不懂累 不會喊停
就可以再硬撐吧
情薄如紙
要先學會自己照顧自己
其他的 太複雜了
想了
也懂沒什麼好怕失去的
只是遇到我肯勇敢放開的
萬里尋他吧
超級感謝 你開了一點窗
讓我願意開朗一點吧
其實我是明白的
為什麼如今又這種當下快樂的滿足
追求短暫的。幸福
我的。人生就是一直一直在學習在改變
現在覺得最適合自己對我人生觀
最舒服的。狀態吧
畢竟我也是最近才慢慢開始生活的
要快速追趕吧
反正也沒有什麼是永恆的
或許 this is my defense system that I shouldn't worry about. I am adapting into adulthood.
I know that I need to apologize for the actions I took words I said however long before as long as I have hurt people. Part of me still stubborn. I passed death and woke up feeling like I have no friends to count on. I had no numbers to call no letters to write. I woke up at a teenage thinking why am I still alive. I know I have to work through coz it is for my father,mother,brother and sisters. Days just gone by and now I know I just wanted to survive it. I thought all I did before that were wrong leading me to have noone to hold on to. Those were the days I pretended to be someone I am not. Made awful lots of mistakes didn't know anyone to trust or who would have listened. I din think I am the only one with problems so why burden others with mine. The less misfortune the better. I am not ready at that age, din think anyone would be. It made me very unhappy on the inside but tried hard to ignore it, not dealing with it. So I made mistakes, became a character that I vividly remember. I lived in my own world. I don't want to say sorry for speaking the truth and what I felt at that time. I remember this mistake clearly. Who am I to judge others when I was a wreck. One day I might feel sorry. But who says sorry to me for the one I lost, things I missed, happiness I feared when I needed it the most. I love people I am sorry I didn't know how and who to open up. I took wrong turns and left it behind. I blamed myself for everything and took me almost my whole life not to be consumed. I looked back and feel happy to have lived it. Though I still need the courage and strength to mend a scar that I can't heal alone. I appreciate everything and everyone, keeping it simple and happy. 都活著，不用留遺憾的。
http://www.medt.com/~brunerjs/siblingloss.html
我们毕业的意义都不一样
我了了我的心愿
我随心而走
我感恩我拥有的一切
我感谢我认识你当我的桥
让我对自己诚实
让我可以勇敢的面对封尘已久的伤痛
让我可以很真很真
勇敢多一点
不懂我为什么觉得这可能是会被伤害的事
我可以不要想太多
可以放心地不成熟
你的历练我恭畏
真是我的福气
我的生活 就是美美的 每天开开心心
未来不用烦 该来的就会来的
有梦有努力有追求
就已经是最大的幸福了
——猖狂的开心——
我不怕你說我胸無大志
我有大愛 大幸福
有夢 有追求 有快樂
平心而論 我很愛我的步調
