in this room again.
with all the dust floating around in the air.
save myself.
when you have a will
you will get what you want.
i want to go home.
hate that when i am free and desperate for family attention
is the time when noone is free
i feel so lonely tonight
like my world stops.
like nothing is important.
i want to be happy.
i know that.
even though
the past bring memories that couldn't be relived
the future bring uncertainty that can scare the hell out of me
the present with so much pending work and decisions is messing up my brain
the goal this year is ORGANIZED
be organized with the tasks
the dreams
the documents
the hard and soft copy
the heart
the brain
one step at a time
ALWAYS.
small and simple makes progress.
don't think. don't don't think.
just roll with the punches in life. in my brain. in my heart.
i can take care of myself.
been there done that.
it is part of growing up.
i can survive so many heartbreaking moments
of course i can get through this lonely night..
hold on to the thought.
only one thing at a time.
don't overdo. don't overthink.
keep the brain working. keep the things coming.
believe i can do it.
i will do it.
i do it.
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