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【丁噹-未來的情人】首波主打 [ 一半 ] MV官方完整高清版

好傻
when would you wake up
drama queen~
:p
thank you and i really do appreciate you so much already now to waste your time on me.
muakss muaksssss aunty koh~~

it hurts

because you just disappear.
why are you doing this.
if it is mutual why can't just let it be.
i felt the roles are reversed.
if that even make sense.
i am a fool.
i procrastinate.
though i do love my life.
but making decisions are tough.
because everything do not just fall into place.
and i can't just snap a decision.
on the way of doing that.
and i hate that i don have the guts to do it too.
or i just don hold on to it.
whatever.
'm just finding reasons to hurt myself
and it's just worse that i know it.

i don even know. what am i doing. where would i be. in september.
secret santa.
just answer me.

argh
my heart just fall again because i need to find the answer
myself.

xoxo
remember
i still have love
lying all around.
i do i do i do.
kick ass.
please smile.
it had been weeks of cuddling in bed doing nothing eating crap
pulling a smile in front of people and jokes like everything is the same
and well they are the same
just a different me
and i need to find that good one back.
stop rambling... but there is so much tickling mingling in my mind and i have noone to talk to.
because they all doesn't make sense anyway.
and it is just bothering and boring.
it is just better to talk to the wall.
so that one day i look back at this.
and get some weird feeling or discovery
that once upon a time.
i had been this girl
so in love with a random person i just met
and he doesn't know
and he doesn't do anything about it
and cowardly
i just sit and wait and cry and try hard to let go
of something that never happen
i am just getting really random now
really
i need to get my feet back for a due date in 48 hours, which i haven't started.
dear me,
please pull youself together.
for me myself and i.
for i have been lost for a very long time.
and i can't really afford it any longer.

bite me. =)

no regrets just love

because i do what i feel right.

把心放飞

因为受伤过
所以会让心越来越坚强
当成锻炼也罢
反正就只有这样
又不是没有失去过
我最深爱的一个
哭一哭 笑一笑
生活还不是照样得过
他啦啦
哗啦啦
淅沥淅沥
听
心会说话

shut up..

i said a lot of things that i shouldn't have.
i always only regret after i said it and come home and think about it.
plain simple.
i don always think properly.
i din think about the consequences.
i was reluctant.
but i still go ahead.
it is just bad.
sometimes.
i thank those still at my side to accept it.
but i just
on a long way of learning to be hypocrite..
to say what you like and to shut up when i should..

people are just different.
learn and get over it.

生活

如果只剩下想念 就惨了
还要继续打拼
编织更多更美好的回忆
今天的生活
今天的美好
会被纪念
就像昨天的美丽回忆
会被好好珍惜
改变
就在一念之间
答应自己该作到的
就别再放弃了
no reservations and totally honest
给你我的真

:)
每天都有很多要进步的地方
原谅我以前的错误
可无知是小时候的错
学习了该改变的道理
只要心知肚明
所作得体

加油呀

why are you doing this

夜里想你的时候找不到你
我会想哭

i am not sure
whether i love or hate that
i couldn't find you when i need you at deep night
when i am feeling so down and worsen by the fact that i can't reach you
so i cry
because there is just nothing i can do about it
oh f*ck
how the hell i sink so deep into this mess

i am bad at wearing masks
always known and still do know
i only know how to be true
sometimes it become a bad thing
because i know it hurts
not only me

outside
i managed to pull the brighter me
and it is actually better inside me
inside
when no one is around
and i don manage to keep busy
you just stabbed me right on the heart
every single time

i hate it.

冲动

我想做的事情
你没有想知道
我不想做的事情
你也不会知道
我还是很想你
你没想要知道
我还在学着放下你不要的前景
还在忍着不追不念别想别闹
静
是会比真好吗
真的好累
我也想念
我对你的真

>_<

anti koh~~ teeheehee~~

sometimes you thought you couldn't bear the thought of saying goodbyes
but you still do
because you would survive
because this is life
it just goes on
even if you feel it is hard to keep up
just don't fall behind too much
because it only requires more effort to be back on the progress
racing down the track
after countless goodbyes
i dread the day to come when you are going to leave
love you so much my dear friend

because one day you would know
this thing about me
that i haven't been letting anyone near my heart
for a very long time
because I do a lot of things in the subspace
and in my subspace
I thought that I won't have to deal with losing people again
as long as I protect myself in the shell
and it was really easier for me
for all these years
until the time struck
and someone just knocked down and broken through

lucky me for not falling apart
lucky me to have you on my back
thank you
for all the things you have given me
and love you
for everything you don't know that you have given me.

i am going to miss our hugs and cuddles
xoxo

Trigger

it could be the start of something good
it could be the start of something new
but if you do nothing about it
it would just slowly go away
it would just fade into nothing
because you try hard to ignore it
and let it sinks
after you fall hard enough
work hard
and you would be ready to bounce back
just wait
for that
one day.

smile.
because you still can.
hugs and kisses.
because one warm heart
that's all you have.

to the future me. XOXO

Be Honest

And the level of closeness and comfort just comes.

I forget that you are also people. you leave.

i refuse to go to sad places. that's all i can do.
i hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair
i hate the way you drive me crazy i hate it when you know
i hate the way you read my mind
i hate you so much it makes me sick
and even makes me run
i hate the way i stay quiet
i hate it when you lie

i hate it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry
i hate it when you are not around
and the fact that you didn't call

but mostly i hate the way i don't hate you
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all

还是有点想你， 我知不知道

女生
别傻了
别疯了
明明醒了
了解了
却还痴痴地玩玩忘忘乱乱

本来根本没有不好
到后来没有什么不好
然后还好有些不好
再来找着好多不好
最后想不起能有多好

很幸福
因为有你

很幸运
因为认识你

有点奢望
能一直有你

却因又是妄想
不敢再认识你

毕竟和你
难再有续曲

喜欢那个在你面前真真实实的我
但愿她
坚强些再次出现

你啊
阳光道上继续快活吧
曾在我面前的你
真真 装装 弯弯
不曾怀疑

这就是
女生的傻吧

怎么还会那么想你
就像当初怎么会喜欢你
以后我应该会慢慢知道吧