Thursday, 12 February 2015

We have an agreement.

I will fly off and do my own thing here. I will grow as a person and be as wonderful as ever. I will be proud of who I am, amazing as ever and be at the level that instantaneously people fall for. We have a binding contract. I always do what I said. Walk the walk and talk the talk. It is true.

Heart or head

Next time, I will follow my heart. Not my head. The connection was real. Plenty of songs to bring me back to the state of mind. It is one of the hardest time. Nothing would have happened. Nothing lasting anyway. You tell yourself that. This short term pain is worth it. For the long term happiness. For the both of us. For being true was the only way.

Christina Perri - Heart or head.

Wednesday, 4 February 2015

Love is a ghost that you can't control

Christina Perri - The Words [Official Video]: http://youtu.be/B9tc9R_Y3FY

Words are better left unsaid
Strings are better left untied
Whatever runs in the mind just let it be free and die

Life changes things happens love yourself right.

Tuesday, 3 February 2015

Keep calm and have faith

One day I will stop missing you. It will become a distant memory. It is a really hard battle. For my brain to fight against my heart. For my part, I apologize. If you see this as fit, I won't hear from you again. I left, because of you. Because I can't be there, when I had depended so much on you. I didn't want to mess it up. Ever. Because you are my diamond in the rough. I walked away for you, even when it taunts me. For one of the many other things I learnt, never to let another decide what I want. This could be the only cliche that messed it all up. We couldn't even joked about don't you worry I will start liking you? Really this should have come out sooner. Oh well. Great friendship doesn't end. And I know you would be great. In everything. May all good things happen for all of us.

We are all finding a place in this world. And last year was challenging as hell. And I made the choice for the best at that time. For whatever reasons. And for the nurturing of my heart. And career. And being mindful and relaxed in this state, to still be thankful with all the blessings in life. Cheers to the unknown. And to the future.

Don't you worry child.

Monday, 2 February 2015

Walk the walk and talk the talk.

一个人知道往哪儿走全世界都会为他让路。最幸福的事是知道自己要的是什么 要拿得起放得下 没有勇敢地狠狠爱一场 哪来的撕心裂肺 哪来的重振旗鼓 哪来的生命 最美的事是你不说我知道 我不说你也知道 然后你说了我等你说的 我就自由了  不管故事怎么样 我真是幸运 认识了你 =)


I love my blog, the place to let all my thoughts run free, without confinements. Right now at this moment, I am thankful for every single person that I have met and learnt from, and spent time with, and allowed me to love and indulge in my life. It is the very simple thing that makes life worth living. I am responsible for my thoughts, and now all my focus is on improving myself, career-wise, self-development and financial wise. Looking forward to a whole new 2015 and may the sky be the limit. Happy February!!

Thursday, 29 January 2015

Facebook addiction

Wow. Recognising it has taken up way too much of my life, I need to gain back my control and time. I have been doing useless stuff on it and it is totally counter productive. I am not going on the website on my mobile devices anymore. I am limiting my time onto only when I use laptop but I will be mindful of my time on it because I need to do a lot more productive activities on the laptop. It is just mindless browsing but I miss it so much only putting it hours away from me. It is out of the way to switch on my laptop past midnight and I am determined to cure this. There is nothing important on there really. Head on addiction. 

I haven't seen thunder and lightning for so long it scared me. 37℃ and thunderstorms the whole week. +.+

Wednesday, 28 January 2015

一辈子很长很长

有些人有些事 
会难过一辈子很长很长
心有千千结
揭开了就行了
若不能自己定生于死
那发生在之间的事
至少要自己定