Monday, 28 July 2014

我们的生命就是在影响别人

喜欢看书 喜欢听老人说话 喜欢聆听
喜欢自己做决定
喜欢坚持该坚持的信念
相信坚强的人
相信生活
慈悲喜捨

要记得自己信佛 
众生平等
旁观者清
礼佛
善缘
我不是任何人的追迶者

靜心

Thursday, 24 July 2014

Business degree

As long as it is a bumpy road I know I am still moving forward


Cracking at pressure point

Don't know what I do this for 

Didn't get a prestigious uni or degree

When I totally able to 

Just blindly moving forward

Horror and amazement


麻痺 辜負青春

Monday, 21 July 2014

Woman

Can't find a bag that speaks me
Can't find one that I need
That says semi formal
Not too formal
And not too casual
It's only a bag
But i can't find one that match
Oh woman
Lola


Feel like I Don fit in anywhere

So it will be the same anyway 

It is always up to myself to make the most of it

Everywhere

I do care, but apparently you dont

Best thing you know to do
Be the person who knows it all and what is the best
And hurt someone all along the way
Be it the person hurting or the victim
We would all survive
Not everybody can understand the way I go for best friends
You can be a heated everything for one period of time
I don't mind because
I am just doing your time.

Saturday, 19 July 2014

Dejavu

You should have told me not to hand you the knife to my heart but now you become an episode in my life. I miss you to core. A sign of machoism that you know what is the best to do. Fine. Go on. I can always ljve.

I am really lucky and happy that you are never an option. At least you made it clear to me that I am not ready to have another important soul into my life. To love, my infinity of life.

Wednesday, 16 July 2014

Writer

I expressed what is sinking me. Because it is a relief. And ease the weigh in my chest. Past has gone so there is no point dwelling. Be clear on the future and work towards the life that I want and live. Because feelings is a big trigger for a healthy happy life. Food, exercise and sleep.

I can feel my heart sink so deep

I have got many many regrets so profound for my univee times. I should have gone with my guts and my first instinct instead of listened to others. It's true to follow my inner voice instead of letting others to second guess me. 堅持自己的信念 不被旁人左右。housing is the most important thing I need. And I could have had a more stable backbone. Could have bought an apartment four years ago, or rented the student accommodation two years back. Two years of less than satisfying lifestyle had cost me a lot. Regrets not, I just want to be in control of my own life now, and chase back what I have lost. Work hard.