The week I lost my mind and keep ramblings on and on

I usually don't talk about my problems. But when I find that all I have is problems, I think about it a lot. I should not. And should focus on the method I can still control in my life. And positive changes

#raw #haunting #numb

I love waking up in the morning. It means I am Alice. I get to choose what today is going to be like for me. What I want to do with my life. Who I let into my day. It is a good feeling. I am on the path of making everyday better. For me and everyone else.

Shit getting serious

不懂活著
不懂生活
不懂走的是什麼路
不懂害怕什麼
都來到門前卻因為有陌生人而止步
運動的時機就溜了
With all the pent up energy stored within
How to get a good night sleep tonight. 

最近每一晚都是煎熬

你有了個新名字 叫純黑色。#nofilter

可以了
自我保護模式啟動
:')

Life purpose. Target

This one person, feels like he doesn't know anything about me, yet feels like he knows everything. You set the standards too high now. And I would have to grow a lot more to the strength to be comfortable with myself and compatible to my partner. You made me a target. I knew it wasn't the best idea since the first time we spoke.

Different types of people

I feel very violated that you read my conversation and messages. This feeling didn't come on enough but I have learnt now and will now it to ever happen again. You were disrespectful. No one has ever been this impolite and immature and self indulged. You don't even deserve my time. I try to let you know and empower each other. Helping each other grow in this journey called life. I don't call it quit. I am a fighter. 

你呀你呀

不會哭
不願意哭
不習慣哭
不懂喊累
沒資格喊累
沒成績單

How would I find a stronger connection to someone other than you. I have my whole life to figure it out. After I got my life settled. You are a blessing. Forced and sped up my growth and standards. Thankful and appreciate. Every single thing.

I never started finding. Coz I am not even convinced that I am someone I can be yet. I just have to do my own thing. Love life as it is.