把心放飞

因为受伤过
所以会让心越来越坚强
当成锻炼也罢
反正就只有这样
又不是没有失去过
我最深爱的一个
哭一哭 笑一笑
生活还不是照样得过
他啦啦
哗啦啦
淅沥淅沥
听
心会说话

shut up..

i said a lot of things that i shouldn't have.
i always only regret after i said it and come home and think about it.
plain simple.
i don always think properly.
i din think about the consequences.
i was reluctant.
but i still go ahead.
it is just bad.
sometimes.
i thank those still at my side to accept it.
but i just
on a long way of learning to be hypocrite..
to say what you like and to shut up when i should..

people are just different.
learn and get over it.

生活

如果只剩下想念 就惨了
还要继续打拼
编织更多更美好的回忆
今天的生活
今天的美好
会被纪念
就像昨天的美丽回忆
会被好好珍惜
改变
就在一念之间
答应自己该作到的
就别再放弃了
no reservations and totally honest
给你我的真

:)
每天都有很多要进步的地方
原谅我以前的错误
可无知是小时候的错
学习了该改变的道理
只要心知肚明
所作得体

加油呀

why are you doing this

夜里想你的时候找不到你
我会想哭

i am not sure
whether i love or hate that
i couldn't find you when i need you at deep night
when i am feeling so down and worsen by the fact that i can't reach you
so i cry
because there is just nothing i can do about it
oh f*ck
how the hell i sink so deep into this mess

i am bad at wearing masks
always known and still do know
i only know how to be true
sometimes it become a bad thing
because i know it hurts
not only me

outside
i managed to pull the brighter me
and it is actually better inside me
inside
when no one is around
and i don manage to keep busy
you just stabbed me right on the heart
every single time

i hate it.

冲动

我想做的事情
你没有想知道
我不想做的事情
你也不会知道
我还是很想你
你没想要知道
我还在学着放下你不要的前景
还在忍着不追不念别想别闹
静
是会比真好吗
真的好累
我也想念
我对你的真

>_<

anti koh~~ teeheehee~~

sometimes you thought you couldn't bear the thought of saying goodbyes
but you still do
because you would survive
because this is life
it just goes on
even if you feel it is hard to keep up
just don't fall behind too much
because it only requires more effort to be back on the progress
racing down the track
after countless goodbyes
i dread the day to come when you are going to leave
love you so much my dear friend

because one day you would know
this thing about me
that i haven't been letting anyone near my heart
for a very long time
because I do a lot of things in the subspace
and in my subspace
I thought that I won't have to deal with losing people again
as long as I protect myself in the shell
and it was really easier for me
for all these years
until the time struck
and someone just knocked down and broken through

lucky me for not falling apart
lucky me to have you on my back
thank you
for all the things you have given me
and love you
for everything you don't know that you have given me.

i am going to miss our hugs and cuddles
xoxo

Trigger

it could be the start of something good
it could be the start of something new
but if you do nothing about it
it would just slowly go away
it would just fade into nothing
because you try hard to ignore it
and let it sinks
after you fall hard enough
work hard
and you would be ready to bounce back
just wait
for that
one day.

smile.
because you still can.
hugs and kisses.
because one warm heart
that's all you have.

to the future me. XOXO