Be Honest

And the level of closeness and comfort just comes.

I forget that you are also people. you leave.

i refuse to go to sad places. that's all i can do.
i hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair
i hate the way you drive me crazy i hate it when you know
i hate the way you read my mind
i hate you so much it makes me sick
and even makes me run
i hate the way i stay quiet
i hate it when you lie

i hate it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry
i hate it when you are not around
and the fact that you didn't call

but mostly i hate the way i don't hate you
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all

还是有点想你， 我知不知道

女生
别傻了
别疯了
明明醒了
了解了
却还痴痴地玩玩忘忘乱乱

本来根本没有不好
到后来没有什么不好
然后还好有些不好
再来找着好多不好
最后想不起能有多好

很幸福
因为有你

很幸运
因为认识你

有点奢望
能一直有你

却因又是妄想
不敢再认识你

毕竟和你
难再有续曲

喜欢那个在你面前真真实实的我
但愿她
坚强些再次出现

你啊
阳光道上继续快活吧
曾在我面前的你
真真 装装 弯弯
不曾怀疑

这就是
女生的傻吧

怎么还会那么想你
就像当初怎么会喜欢你
以后我应该会慢慢知道吧

Rainy day

Went to visit today.
At least for the first time, I manage to pull a smile.
At least for the first time, I can feel that I can still reach you.
Though I only have little memories to hold onto
I miss you I love you and I still wish you well.
First time I heard this, is like hearing you sing. 
Again and again.
I sung with you.

Keep Calm and Read a Book.

My heart sank when the song is coming to its ending.

Frustrated. Because the ball was left hanging.

Betrayal. Because the heart didn't listen to the brain. 

Busted. Because the overwhelm is consuming so much of myself. 

Troubled. Because the demanding end is not yet satisfied. 

Confused. Because the awareness of uncertainty of wants still exist. 

Fighting. Because I was almost succeeding to let my friends' words win my heart. 

Defeated. Because it smiled when I typed this.

前进并不难。。只是好累。。

自己挖的洞

越来越深

不过幸好你我都不够完美

我赌气你呀

把我当成孩子

我赌气你呀

不谈很多的事

可是也感谢你呀

不是十全十美的

让我能早点学会把你的事

淡忘

享受现在的日子

即使知道很快又有时限

不过我们的认识

本来从一开始就是这样