Sunday, 9 November 2014

2014

Jan to Kk. Hx to miri.
Feb 3 to Singapore Adelaide.
March 18 to Perth.
April interview.
May mum to Perth.
June move out.
July at jacinta. Camp.

August till early Nov travel to Malaysia, Singapore, Brunei, KL, Hk, Macau, Taiwan, Albany, Melbourne, Adelaide, Monkey Mia, Perth.

Thursday, 23 October 2014

很爱你 就幸福了

Even if it all started with admiration
Even if there are doubts that it may simply because you are unavailable
Even if it maybe because there are no one else I can shared so freely without care
Even though there are so many unspoken moments of silence

Because I love you
Because I don't know I love you this much
Because I don't know you
And I am so scared that I love you

Because it shouldn't be this hard
Because you weren't that out of boundaries
Because all these are excuses
That I simply don't think you love me

Because I had given my heart to you
Reckless and all so willingly
Even though I think that you needed time
And even when I had admired you so much 

Because it is impossible
For anyone to accept a broken heart 
Whom had refused to heal 
For a long long time

Because I am no ordinary girl
Because I don't have the assets that guys look for
Because I don't have the mindset tuned to the dating radar
Even though I had spent months doubting so

年过二十
早已不再是个孩子
却还是可以醉心爱人
心锁的钥匙越发牢固

或许是天真糜烂
曾经觉得你的存在会逼着我
所以我离开
我难过
我想你

曾经不明白
也不曾猜疑
为什么你回来
为什么你不一样
可是你铁朋友的性格
阻止我胡思乱想

我不懂
故事结尾了

Friday, 10 October 2014

寧願自己承受 也不願愛的人傷心

Mum knows. Mum always knows.

只是為了減少家人的悲傷

能夠認識你是我的福氣 畏懼你只因我越來越信任你 敢賴你是因為你的可靠大氣 離開就因為怕自己會深陷 無法接受自己買房壓力第一想傾訴的竟是你 生活就這樣 感恩 反正現在還說不說話也沒差了 祝願你一切順利啦

Even though he seems to be the perfect fit, stop being foolish he isn't yours.

Monday, 28 July 2014

我们的生命就是在影响别人

喜欢看书 喜欢听老人说话 喜欢聆听
喜欢自己做决定
喜欢坚持该坚持的信念
相信坚强的人
相信生活
慈悲喜捨

要记得自己信佛 
众生平等
旁观者清
礼佛
善缘
我不是任何人的追迶者

靜心

Thursday, 24 July 2014

Business degree

As long as it is a bumpy road I know I am still moving forward


Cracking at pressure point

Don't know what I do this for 

Didn't get a prestigious uni or degree

When I totally able to 

Just blindly moving forward

Horror and amazement


麻痺 辜負青春

Monday, 21 July 2014

Woman

Can't find a bag that speaks me
Can't find one that I need
That says semi formal
Not too formal
And not too casual
It's only a bag
But i can't find one that match
Oh woman
Lola


Feel like I Don fit in anywhere

So it will be the same anyway 

It is always up to myself to make the most of it

Everywhere

I do care, but apparently you dont

Best thing you know to do
Be the person who knows it all and what is the best
And hurt someone all along the way
Be it the person hurting or the victim
We would all survive
Not everybody can understand the way I go for best friends
You can be a heated everything for one period of time
I don't mind because
I am just doing your time.