Monday 4 September 2017

Crazy Lady

Honestly it still stung my heart when I browsed a little bit of my writing back then. So I had an older blog similar to this musings too about another guy. Another one when I was younger yet about another guy. Because it is embarassing to read them and they are up to no good anyway. Writing those out is really a short term release to free my mind but working my brain on these doesn't really bring any good.

We all are learning and finding ways to treat our heart and be more passionate in life. Maybe I still need to fix myself. Maybe I have a long long route to go. I know that I am good enough. Just the right guy is still stuck in the forest somewhere on the mountains or underwater. To complement my current life better and face all these nonsense in life together.

Therapeutic writing

I'm not gonna lie. I kinda enjoy writing out all my thoughts and woes. It calms me. It frees my mind that somehow this is an outlet. I know that it might not fix anything or like probably spreading negativity in this blogasphere but this is a place that I can rant all I want and don't worry about you getting impatient and judging me as a grumbling Gen Y.

Do we all want to be successful in life? Maybe. Just everyone has a different vision of success. Coming along my life I guess I have been taken care of by amazing parents and lived a good life until I reach the roughy patch of adulting. I know everyone is unique and is the owner of our life decisions and fates but I still categorize myself as the young adults who is ready to face the everchanging world with visions and missions.

I mean, my education and background have prepared me well to evolve with times and bring development to the town that I grew up in. I believe myself to have the ability to transform little by little our lifestyle choices and education exposure. Putting much thoughts into my work and reflecting from time to time will bring my team together in time and we all work towards the better goods of my hometown people. If you don't grow you fall.

Last but not least, I am grateful for all the opportunities that I am given and all the people that I have met. It has been an amazing ride this whole time and even though there are ups and downs, I am always thankful for being waking up in the comfort of my family, going to work everyday and affecting people positively whenever we can.

We are who we think we are. Love life. And create one that you don't need to escape from. Holidays are considered as boosters though.

Travel bug

2017 flew past really quickly and there is only 3 months left on the calendar. So, travel bug is biting me and I long for a long holiday to retreat and takes my mind off work. I had been working the extra hours during public holidays and weekends and this life isn't what I have pictured few years ago when I was studying in uni. I haven't put much thought into it I guess and this is where I ended up. Still early into my career life so there is still a long route but I am focusing on living a life that leads to a purpose and have some balance in work and social.

Being back in my hometown and facing new challenges everyday can be kinda mind blowing and overwhelming. I don't mind going the extra miles during my youthful years though to reach somewhere I want to be in the near future. I am glad that things are working out and we are on the path to solving every challenge that comes my way.

I don't know how this turned into an entrepreneurship musings but what I wanted to rant on is my dear dear wish of going on a retreat or travel for leisure trip aboard. Maybe it's the work eating up the brain power that I have I have no ideas or urge where my destination is. Looking at the travel agency or travel bloggers doesn't push my buttons and I am out of ideas on how to fix this. Just go somewhere?

I hate to waste my time spending my off days at home staring at the tv box or just letting my time flies off without really getting a full rest. So I need a plan. That can open my eyes and be passionate about living the working life again. Where should I go?