Saturday 30 May 2015

Saturday 23 May 2015

BLUEKKKK

I'm grateful that he is doing this too now..
I'm so weird..
Loving you was never my intention
Kinda sad Kinda happy..
This is absurd..
Whahahhahahaha
I don't even know what I want now..

Wednesday 20 May 2015

Be true

I need to stop caring for the other one thinking I'm not ready. I need not be afraid the fall. I need to stop denying my feelings.

Wanna hear your beating heart tonight
Before the bleeding sun comes alive
I want to make the best of what is left, hold tight
And hear my beating heart one last time
Before daylight
I've fallen from grace
Took a blow to my face
I've loved and I've lost
I've loved and I've lost

Explosions.. on the day you wake up 
Needing somebody and you've learned
It's okay to be afraid
But it will never be the same
It will never be the same

Late night watching television
But how we get in this position?
It's way too soon, I know this isn't love
But I need to tell you something

I really really really really really really like you
And I want you, do you want me, do you want me, too?
I really really really really really really like you
And I want you, do you want me, do you want me, too?


Tuesday 19 May 2015

Cause and effect

It's amazing living a grateful life.
-5 Aussie job
-5 Singapore job
-5 PM questions
-5 essential posts
-5000 steps

15/05/2015 the date I got myself back. 

Tuesday 5 May 2015

自爱自爱自爱自爱

你用我们炼成铁的感情把我的心杀了
不断的告诉自己
别为了你的错惩罚自己
别因为你的错不原谅自己
别幻想 别爱 别恨
别记起 别忘记
怪天意弄人
怪自以为是
怪你我不勇敢
言语利器伤人
沉默可杀死人

我把他存的档案删了
我把他的脸书删了
我把他的照片删了
删 了
行动先做了
心你快点跟上吧
爱和痴就一线之差
别犯贱
他这个样是在做大烂事
已经不值得再挂念些什么了

我用一年换了一个星期
他的时间结束了

Sunday 3 May 2015

Be busy be good.

Remember. He is only part of a distant memory.
I'm myself. I'm responsible for myself. I can take care of myself. I'm taking back my life. Times wait for no one. Be the person I want to be. Be strong. Believe in myself.

Dreamt about a man suicide last night. Too harsh too wakening.

A sign of growth. Probably a good thing.

Friday 1 May 2015