我们的生命就是在影响别人

喜欢看书 喜欢听老人说话 喜欢聆听

喜欢自己做决定

喜欢坚持该坚持的信念

相信坚强的人

相信生活

慈悲喜捨

要记得自己信佛 

众生平等

旁观者清

礼佛

善缘

我不是任何人的追迶者

靜心

Business degree

As long as it is a bumpy road I know I am still moving forward

Cracking at pressure point

Don't know what I do this for 

Didn't get a prestigious uni or degree

When I totally able to 

Just blindly moving forward

Horror and amazement

麻痺 辜負青春

Woman

Can't find a bag that speaks me
Can't find one that I need
That says semi formal
Not too formal
And not too casual
It's only a bag
But i can't find one that match
Oh woman
Lola

Feel like I Don fit in anywhere

So it will be the same anyway 

It is always up to myself to make the most of it

Everywhere

I do care, but apparently you dont

Best thing you know to do
Be the person who knows it all and what is the best
And hurt someone all along the way
Be it the person hurting or the victim
We would all survive
Not everybody can understand the way I go for best friends
You can be a heated everything for one period of time
I don't mind because
I am just doing your time.

Dejavu

You should have told me not to hand you the knife to my heart but now you become an episode in my life. I miss you to core. A sign of machoism that you know what is the best to do. Fine. Go on. I can always ljve.

I am really lucky and happy that you are never an option. At least you made it clear to me that I am not ready to have another important soul into my life. To love, my infinity of life.

Writer

I expressed what is sinking me. Because it is a relief. And ease the weigh in my chest. Past has gone so there is no point dwelling. Be clear on the future and work towards the life that I want and live. Because feelings is a big trigger for a healthy happy life. Food, exercise and sleep.

I can feel my heart sink so deep

I have got many many regrets so profound for my univee times. I should have gone with my guts and my first instinct instead of listened to others. It's true to follow my inner voice instead of letting others to second guess me. 堅持自己的信念 不被旁人左右。housing is the most important thing I need. And I could have had a more stable backbone. Could have bought an apartment four years ago, or rented the student accommodation two years back. Two years of less than satisfying lifestyle had cost me a lot. Regrets not, I just want to be in control of my own life now, and chase back what I have lost. Work hard.

後悔藥

揪心
四年
當初
不負責
白痴選擇
謠言
I made a giant wrong investment mistake when I was nineteen. A wrong call for years after that. Ignorant. Worst mistake.
Now that I'm here, the place I knew I would be, in deep regrets and sadness, hating the possibility of what ifs. The world would be so different then.

就更加鐵了心 要相信自己判斷 不全聽旁人打算

我太愛我自己

也可能是不自覺地心深處的觸動吧
我相信你 相信自己
相信結果
日子開心最好最美最重要

Questions I wish to discuss with you but I have to do it by myself

Moving here. Buy house, buy in Melbourne or at home. Money.Car.
Oh well. I'm not that great a friend either.

Millions of things to work on my own.

What the heck right why I have to get over you dumbo

因為對我來說 在茫茫人海中找個知心朋友很不容易 還忘不了你 我就把心的一角割了  I don't understand why I need to get over a friendship. Aren't you already grown up? Maybe I'm the child. I have to call a stop because I have to stop hurting. I did my best under all circumstances. I am blaming everything on you to make myself feel better. You won't get hurt anyways. #caretoomuch #過客 不是我不懂人情 是你不懂人生。我諒解。我預想你的顧慮。我不值得你的溝通，我也就冷靜淡定吧。

I have pulled myself to new environment many times. I am resilient and independent. I am strong and amazing. You would become nothing. As long as I made up mind. Trust me. I have been through a lot. And ready for a lot more to come. It was an interesting page. I am done hurting myself.

Blog my safe heaven

我呢交朋友向來不敢太認真 不敢太用心 不敢太真 完全不敢依賴 完全沒有信心 無言哪 無言 飄走吧 #imissyou #blind Why do I have to get over a friendship I treasure so dearly? Why do you want to make it all meaningless encounters just like all others? #ithoughtyouknowbetter #youshouldknowbetter #youwouldsighatthis #youshouldknowbetter #mylifeisallaboutme
#Perth #night #friend #life I do take good care of myself

Go to the airport with a bank card and passport. But I have no destination. No where to go. Have you got this feeling?

賽跑

我的人生是我自己寫的
每一年要過的怎麼樣 是我自己定制的
我不會跟你賽跑
因為你先到達終點 我要花很大精力去消化
而我先到達終點 我會不捨得你去經歷那場痛
所以我幼稚 一直只想輕如鴻毛
什麼也不帶走 什麼也不留下
只是現在我想 能盡我所能 幫助及影響這個世界
今年姐姐須要我 我就飛來築個家
你是很美好的 我就肯定自己全心在祝福你時和你交心了
我是明白的 我決定去的地方是當下最好的選擇 未來能聚集的日子能有多少 誰知曉