镜子里的我

如果有一天你醒来照镜子发现自己の种种不完美 最好解决之道是求有进步一点点

采取行动 改变 找自己最舒适的方式 最快乐的尝试 一点点不一样都会带来意想不到的享受

就像是一场沉寂已久的催眠中苏醒 不用慌 一点一点改 发现的很多 要 一个个坚持 变通 守护自己的原则 爱自己 一直前进

像一个杀人犯醒来发现自己滔天大罪无法原谅自己 要一点一点认识自己 救赎 弥补 

当一个感恩的人 谢谢身边所有一切

当一个孝顺的人 谢谢生养教育我的父母师长

当一个快乐的人 谢谢所有认识的亲朋好友 

当一个负责的人 承担所有应当的责任

当一个有上进心的人 不断的学习 锻炼 专研

有时间的青春 少一点年少轻狂 朴素些 谦虚些 温柔些

面对真实的自己 多一些。

I can't let you go. But I have to keep living somehow. 

She would want all of us to be happy, won't she.

There are still many of us around, it is a lot more than a lot of other people. 

One said one thought

I need to be happy so that my parents wouldn't worry.

I need to be upbeat so that my friends would love to be around.

I need to be confident so that my interviewer would believe my strength.

Is this way of life too rough too cowardly?

Because I wouldn't live it for myself, wouldn't want to be my true self.

Only see myself through how other can perceive I am.

Take action and gaining control. It's time,

To the person who everyone said i should steered away from

I thank you in advance.

I give myself a chance to face myself and hear myself truly.

That I want to be a better action, that I am able to hear my inner calling, that I am able to connect with others from the true and honest soul.

I am learning from many, at this age everyone has achieved growth in different aspects and achieved greatly in various stages,

I learnt to love myself more, at the last moment student life.

I learnt to do the things I say I am going to do.

I learn to speak less and take action.

I learn to not just plan and not having actual action done.

I learn to keep learning to continuously improve myself.

I learnt that I only need to have a clear direction of who I want to be, which is better than yesterday.

I know that taking action today would be one step forward and I would be proud of myself.

Goal check 2014:

Gym and pool

Learn about property industry

Learn about interview tips

Learn a language

Learn a music

Learn a culture

Learn a history

Time traveller's wife

I never wanted anything in my life that I couldn't stand losing

I took a leap and believe in you

I thought you would be different

It took me a long while to build that trust and courage to not afraid of being hurt

I wouldn't want to give up

But I couldn't act like I couldn't care less

I miss you deeply at this time

I haven't knew anything that can last forever

So I know I will be alright

It is just a shame

To have you as one of some important events in my life. 

I balanced alright

And this is just my way of treasuring and cherishing 

Someone I thought could last for a longer period in my present life.

I hate losing people 

Losing memories

Losing faith.

Maybe I still believe in love. I just haven't believe in lasting friendship. I don't know. Why would you be in anyone's life. Companionship is too much to ask. Your maturity scares me.

Adelaide 我满满的思念

他们说

离开一个地方

要带走一些东西

要留下一些什么

我最珍惜的

我遇见了

最让我温暖的

我留下了

每天要抱的米奇

每天要盖的熊熊

五彩温暖的棉被双人枕

穿了四年的睡袍

用了四年的杯碗瓢盆

毕业穿的高跟鞋

和所有东西一起

都要放下了吧

一直一直走呢人生

要每天都过得美滋滋 

开开心心

心墙

本来一直都是一个人好好的

你却不屈不挠

花时间精力闯进来

要了这个朋友

谢谢

我的个性 与独自在外的生活

时间推磨 各种经历

不经堵了一座高高的心墙

没有把握的事情我不敢说

没有未来的情谊我不会要

可是你让我眷恋

让我想鼓足勇气相信

你不会伤害我 

我会记得我说我讨厌你时的勇敢

我给你密码时的信任

我终于才在机场抱住你的不舍

谢谢你叫我不知所措

谢谢你出现让我一直一直成长

谢谢你深情爱着一个人的张力

我诚实地说你交朋友的方式让我却步

我承认我单纯地害怕你

我不懂交朋友

我失去过太多

能记得的东西却不多

回忆让我悲喜交加

再好的朋友不在一个城市也会渐行渐远

我们的生活会越来越没有交集

我会很想你

说多了也罢了 

我很珍惜你

我们惜字如金的情谊

不要断

可不可以不是奢望