咬牙 为了我自己

爱你这件事只能悄悄地说了
好不容易把心锁了
毕竟 天晓得你是在追下一个女生吗
单身日记
好吧 诚实的说应该有传达了你的意思了
可是要我有何回应呢
我心上的伤痕可是很深
禁得起你搅的下一个波澜吗
我平静了
心教会了
没有期待
没有奢望
皆是空

我决定我的决定
别再轻易地把自己交出去了

你为什么要让我如此害怕

我为什么会如此害怕面对你
下一次见到你又会是什么时候
这原因 够不够 让我把一切放下
等待是种磨练 是个折腾
时间可以让我忘记你
也可以为你刻下更深的痕
一件事 很多面
因为在乎 所以我了解
你我呀 都有权利选择
放弃
哭不得 因为泪干了
谢谢 让我一直在翻新的一页
让我深受过孤独的滋味
晓得我承受的能力
不要知道是好的
没有遐想是好的
因为可以很满很满的满足
说到了
我一定一定要做到
一百分的句点。
15/12/2012 8PM

it is a start of something beautiful

Patience pays off. No matter how hopeless I thought to start of my placement late, I am grateful i finally have the contacts of my industry project. It feel so new and foreign. And I have the hope to excel in my new direction. Going in a clear slate. I am going to learn as much as I can do. =) Break a leg.

snowball honeysuckle

They say One day your life will flash before your eyes. thus she is giving in her best towards making sure the flash is worth watching.

在我想要放棄的那一刻，我總是會想為什麼當初堅持走到了這裡。


Whatever you want to do in life, be great in it.

"It's not the events of our lives that shape us, but our beliefs as to what those events mean." - Anthony Robbins

人生就是不断地放下、放下、放下
给：亲爱的树洞、明天的自己

resisting the urge to throw away everything in my wardrobe because i don't like my old taste.
conflicting mind.

双人床 处处都是你的背影

我不喜欢过生日
也不需要有人陪
因为要是习惯有人陪
就会担心有一天可能会失去那个人
如果不去拥有 就不用想念
想念是很痛苦的 你懂吗？

I don't like birthdays
And I don't need anyone with me
Because when you are used to your company
You begin to worry about losing the person
If you don't have anyone, you won't miss anyone
Missing someone is painful, you know?

永远不要去想念你不曾拥有过的
可我已经见过你了
我没办法不想你

Never miss something you've never had
But I've already met you
I can't stop missing you

《爱》叶赫那拉氏 , 2012

有时， 发现我种种缺点后

总觉得我不值得如此被爱及溺宠

bad decision maker

sometimes.. I really would faint at my decision making skills.. :(
repeat again and again. I need to improve...
why do I always sleep late and regret the next morning!

I love bringing trouble to myself

I should just faint unconscious for talking without filtering from brain to mouth. it's just fiction. oh well. whatever. words unsaid. topic untouched. result taken. and I'm only at page 96. boohoo. I'm telling myself I don't care. shut up. I think I'll be flushed soon. so I should just shut everything off now. baka.

midnight musings

everytime I thought of you, I felt like shutting out. good practice to not get hurt eh. don feel like talking anymore while on the phone. maybe because I'm tired or just the bad sore throat. coughing my lungs out these two days in class. I'm bad in decision making. because of the regrets after when bad choices are made and it's more emphasised compared to any good decision if I did made. my eyes hurt today. probably should wear glasses for a while. craving for commitments.