Rainy day

Went to visit today.
At least for the first time, I manage to pull a smile.
At least for the first time, I can feel that I can still reach you.
Though I only have little memories to hold onto
I miss you I love you and I still wish you well.
First time I heard this, is like hearing you sing. 
Again and again.
I sung with you.

Keep Calm and Read a Book.

My heart sank when the song is coming to its ending.

Frustrated. Because the ball was left hanging.

Betrayal. Because the heart didn't listen to the brain. 

Busted. Because the overwhelm is consuming so much of myself. 

Troubled. Because the demanding end is not yet satisfied. 

Confused. Because the awareness of uncertainty of wants still exist. 

Fighting. Because I was almost succeeding to let my friends' words win my heart. 

Defeated. Because it smiled when I typed this.

前进并不难。。只是好累。。

自己挖的洞

越来越深

不过幸好你我都不够完美

我赌气你呀

把我当成孩子

我赌气你呀

不谈很多的事

可是也感谢你呀

不是十全十美的

让我能早点学会把你的事

淡忘

享受现在的日子

即使知道很快又有时限

不过我们的认识

本来从一开始就是这样