Thursday 3 May 2012

Long nights before the final strike

I love that I have all day to do everything I can feeling free and safe without you by my side.
I love that after midday I can talk to you for all the things I am doing and saying that I am fine.
I love for the fact that you are always there and will always be there for me when I need you.
I love the bright daylight outside though I am more willing to connect all my energy to you.
Though
I hate that my day haven't ended when you want to go to bed.
I hate that my midnight is when your day just started.
I hate that I miss you the most when the night falls.
I hate that I cannot call you and feel safe at your side.

Call it my weakness.
But I'm a wreck at times like this.
I couldn't survive being alone.
Without love without passion with nothing to hold on to.
Tell me how should I survive.